Looking at a blank piece of paper,
I cant help the fact that I'm wanting.

A physical connection thats not politically correct,
But something desirered all the same.

For love is the answer.

And i swear not to abandon.

The love that i have made.  A love i cant evade.

I am who i am. A man that loves a being for who they are.

Please god bless this broken heart.

An Eclipse to Know the Truth

I placed a blessing on the moon tonight,
In hopes that it will forgive me of the lives I've no right to.

So many single souls,
I've lead on but not fulfilled.

A tragedy of my own,
Struggle for independence,
It may seem.

Maybe i don't know how to love,
Dont know to commit.

Afraid of what I could be,
Should time present,

A soul loving and decent,
Kind and refined.

Not knowing that
How to find a candidate?

Hope A Four Letter Word, Won't Let Me Let Go This Time

Sitting here eating quiona,
A blessing that you introduced to me.

A memory in time.
Never can forget the misery.

You left without a trace,
Just pictures in blue frames.

I keep them hidden in a packback in my closet,
Along with your jar of hearts.

Watching dark movies,
Waiting on dark shadows.

I fill the void with drunken drives,
And the things that kill a man in life.

The things that tempt me to forget,
They remind me everytime.

Of a love i can't forget,
Is one you've forsaken in this life.

Hope is a four letter word,
But it seems that i will never rid it from my mind.

An Inspirational Moment to Stop and Smell the Flowers

Poor guy just wants to swim.  Doesnt understand that it's just a puddle.  I love animals :) so innocent and filled with joy.  It's the little things in life.

Birds Chirpin Hell On Wheels

Sacrificial love.
Unwavering,
Unfading.

In times of hardship,
I'll be there waiting.

Committed love,
So sure and so patient.

Admitance of an absence
In your presence is soul changing.

To feel a kiss on my lips,
As pure and as honest as his.

To feel her brush on my cheek,
So gentle and so sweet.

To feel a flutter deep inside,
Grab me by the weakness I try to hide,

Makes me vulnerable to love,
Such beauty cant be denied.

Body Heat

Body heat.
As humans we radiate energy produced solely buy the muscles of our hearts.

We share this heat with the ones that we love.

In times of closeness
and in times where the need to survive is paramount.

No all creatures on earth can produce such life giving energy,
we are fortunate to have the metabolism to produce our own heat.

Think of a fire in your own hearth,
and how it warms you so.

Cozying up to one another,
despite the cold windows.

Our bodies do the same.
Though not as dramatic,
but it connects us as beings.

Holding someone close,
feeling their heart beat,
knowing that as it paces,
it's transfering warmth into your core.

The warmth that we recieve,
comes from an involuntary beat.
But voluntary or not,
we share love through body heat.

May it beat faster with your partner meant to be.

Just Let Go

Judge this as you will...  I love everyone.

I'm a man of my word.

Wont tolerate those who say I'm absurd.  

Cause I'm a man tolerant of anything obscure.

If you call them a f**got,

Then I know you're not worth,

My energy and my time,

because you don't know how love works.

I don't care about gender

I care about fighting for what's right.

Judge who you will,

But my friends deserve life.

A life that is given,

Should thrive without judgement or trial.

A life is given the right to love others in time.

I could care less what they think.

What others think of me.

Honest souls that love another is all i can see.

Judge them how you will,

And judge as you wish to judge me.

Others long for a love,

That they have found to be.

...

Keep searching for love,

Is all i can say.

For soon it will find you

If you believe.

But dont scorn those who have found it

Because if you truly believe,

Love will only find you,

If you love others for free.