Finally Some Real Writing,,,Almost

you can make something feel dirty.

and once its dirty it stays that way until you decide to clean it up

does the thing become dirty because you decided to take it home

or does it become dirty because you keep it all for yourself.

is it dirty because others have used it

or is it all just a symbol of your guilt?


do i crave the cleansing?

or do i crave the time?

do i crave the vulnerability?

the freedom of simply being on the inside?




why is dirty bad?

the greatest moments of my life

have taken place in the mud.

my mind just wont behave

Im stuck

floating out at sea

caught up in several waves

emotions come and go


im elated then im crushed

im promoting peace then im screaming at myself

im sharing


i wanna tell you
i wanna see you
i wanna hold you
 i wanna kiss you
 i wanna play with you

my brain skips and skips and skips

i cant tell what i am or who i stand for

i cant figure out what to write

i feel sad but want to write something happy

i feel happy but feel like writing something sad

back and forth

i ride the waves



wanna play a game?

Anyone ever look at a satellite image and think "Damn! That's a sexy map!"?

Consolidating

just be chill man

we're all just trying to live the best life we can.

we all deserve to be happy and fully enjoy the physical existence of our souls journey.

be kind to your soul

let it float

unencumbered 

with the flow of the physical world around you

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can anyone else feel the magnet pulling at them 

fingertips pulling fingers 

hands

and extensions

to muscles that make the perspective of the modern man go round.

a tale of one mans story from the bliss of ignorance to the pain of physical existence and the realization of the power of being able to concentrate energy from ones environment 

guaranteed to make you feel more at "one" with whatever you what to be inclusive of.

7/27/2019 LD

Why Do I Write?

Why Do I Write?


Because I have to. Because if I dont my head will explode. Sometimes the desire for expression becomes so immediately crucial that my ambitious brain gets frustrated and anxious when my reflexes wont keep up with the rapid fire of words flowing out of my consciousness.

Playing With Spaces in Unfamiliar Places

Who do you hang out with? 

people spend countless hours of their lives with the relationships observed on tv shows, binging for weeks at a time.






when you tell me you like a certain show,


i wanna know what you watch






(what you watch is the people you hang out with)






it's part of my study on you.






















mother has been sick for a while


and my father turned into a cat.






so


















I've been thinking about how


people are fascinating.






I have taken up an interest in studying them full time






I have found a position that will allow me to do my research.


They give you funding and a portion of their venture's profits back.






and they pay you to hang out and call people on the phone all day.


call centers really suck47














I just say I'm researching all day and i get paid for it.


i'm also responding to emails,


my work phone


my personal mobile device


on account of the fact that I had accidentally given out my personal number while trying to get someone to write down my work number and call me back.






I ask for a commitment from them.






They get to balance the daily struggles of maintaining relationships.






I give them an opportunity to have one with me,


and if they are dickheads,






i move on.


















analyze your personality


who do you hang out with on the silver screen?


































I love random questions as titles ;P










Sincerely,






LD/8/10/2018 21:38

living and exploring and tasting feeling and, what you call 'sensoring.'"  Look at all the weird shit I've said, everyone is going to be weird.  including my being weird to you.  I'm shy and try not to exista but I'm lonely for someone to pardon mi storia... 24nov2017/11:13/ld

I love it when I find stuff like this random shit in my unpublished coleccion

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