Repetition

Just keep adding up,
Adding up
Adding up.

All your broken hearts,
Broken hearts,
Broken hearts.

With your shallow love,
Shallow love,
Shallow love.

Just a victim of your shattered heart.

I can remember the days
when you took my breath away.

Can you rember that day,
when I asked you to be mine?

Because all the time,
we were together,
I was blind.

Every moment,
every second,
I was destined to decide.

What would I do,
When you weren't there?

What would i do,
When no one else could compare.

The love that we had.

The love we made.

The love you promised
Was one that wouldn't fade.

It's now gone.
And it's lost.

Something that can't be replaced.

I'll spend eternity loving a soul,
a beautiful soul without a face.

Love Binding Remains

If i write you something obscene.
Will you look at me differently?

For I am not the man you want me to be,
But a deviant I am,
In search of my fellow being.

I cannot proclaim that I have done no harm,
I cannot proclaim that I will keep you from harm.

But I can promise you this.
You shall never be harmed with my soul.

As it exists for you,
The only love I trust as true.

You are mine,
I am yours.

Forever of course.

I admit,
It's been hard to commit.

But your love is true,
I can't deny you.

I am broken and spent,
Forever I am bent,
Forever impotent, but I am yours.

Oh, I am yours.

Never can a child,
Be born from my own blood.

But I will love it just all of the same.

Blood doesnt matter
With families made.

Love's binding
And all that remains.

Wishful Thinking This Holiday

In times of disparity, you let your soul bleed.... please dont take me for weak.  I'm just a man in love.... if  anyone has a cure, im open for advice donations.  

So, it's the holidays.  I was putting up my tree and i found Yvette and my ornaments. I have tried to cope with her being gone a million ways.   But in all honesty, there isn't one thing on this earth that makes my whole enitre being light up like she does.  (I know thats stupid.  Maybe pathetic.... you can block me if you want.  Thats your right.)  But honestly, my wish for this christmas doesnt aquate to anything material.  I just want someone, anyone, to let Yvette know that ive not given up and that i still love her.  I am proud of her and will always support her.  And that i will never, ever love anyone the way that i love her.  I wont settle for anyone less than her.  And if i have to, i will die still loving her.  Im hers.

Its a pathetic message... im sorry.  But if you can relay it more gracefully, well, i trust you.  Happy holidays my friends.