Promises

Waiting on a shooting star,
So I can make a wish or two,
Still I'm not so sure what I'm wishing for.
But the heavens deliver a few,

I miss the sun on your skin,
And that black dress you were in,
But life goes on and on and on,
Round and round the sun we spin.

A year since then,
A blur of numbness,
A mess of madness,
And unspeakable sins.

And I cannot breath somehow,

Because my lungs can't take the pain.
Your souvenirs are in the yard
Still rusting in the rain.

Still screaming at the stars,
Because I'm angry with your God,
So gracious and so kind,
He's blessed me with his scars.

Reruns of memories still haunting me,
And what-ifs fade into the cracks.
How to drive when I cant see
Because my world is drenched in black.

Still I remember
Still I rememver, your eyes

Still I remember
Still I remember, your eyes.

So bright,
So in love.

So alive.

A twisted sentence,
Streaming from my eyes,
I hope I write a million songs,
about how your smile affected mine.

The best part of me,
How am I supposed to say good by?
I swear I'll find you in my dreams,
every night.

I'll find you in my dreams every night.