This is Water

The drains of clouds in heaven,
Somehow bring this back to life,
I'll try to make this my last
Tip tap, tap, tap, tap,
This is my last goodbye.

Borrowed words and paragraphs,
made of other people's pain.
Ive gone and loved another
Such placebic love drives one, one insane.

But I believe that in a time,
not so distane of this life,
When I'm no longer human,
My beauty will pass down,
All the me in you,
Dies in these promises she'd held.

We've been falling all this time.
And god I feel so lost beside,
Mirrors in the blackness,
No reflection,
No reaction with no light.

We wake,
And its still midnight.
Its still quiet.

Give me a smile in the dark,
because I'm just as scared of you.

Still all I feel is your grasp,
We've been falling all this time,
I miss our paradise.