Lets Try This Inside Out Thing

S.O.S.
Feelings gone
Steal my breath
Been too long.

M.I.A.
Can't find it now
Without a trace
Got lost somehow.

Acronyms searching
For abbreviated feelings
Buried deep in my core

I wonder why and where they went
And worry that its not normal when,

I don't understand
Your human ways

Sadness and joy
Anger and fear
Determination and love

I try them on just to see
What happens inside
But I don't stir
I won't wake
I thought it was time

For some strange reason
I laugh when I'm sad
Cry when I'm happy
Feel numb when I'm mad

I can't comprehend
And so I'll pretend

Though I hope that one day,
I'll get it again