Letters to

So... I'm discovering that I wrote you a lot of letters... And I hope this isn't offensive or too weird. But I'm sifting through all my old writings and I just found this one. Please bear with me. I wanted to tell you all of this once upon a time.

October 23, 2013

Dear - ,

I had a 5 page letter drafted up to tell you how much you hurt me and how the past few months have fucking sucked. But after taking a few steps back to think on it, I want to tell you thank you. I can't say that I'm not angry and hurt. Such is the curse of being in love with a musician and a free spirit. 

Really, all I want is for you to be happy. I've not forgiven you yet but I know in time I will. Time will hopefully allow you to forgive me too. You're a phenomenal and talented musician. And more so a phenomenal and beautiful human being. You've inspired me to chase my crazy ass dreams, and for that I owe you a thank you. Despite what I say to help me cope, I don't regret a single moment of the life I shared with you. I hope I share it more someday, when I meet you at the top of both of our careers. Because you've awakened a part of me that met you at midnight in front of the  hanging tree. Midnight wants us, midnight wants us, midnight wants us to be. Be one. Be one, you and me. 

Stay passionate.

Stay passionate and positive, 

and know that you,

always have one fan routing for, 

routing for you. 

Sincerely,

Luke Disher