Looking at a blank piece of paper,
I cant help the fact that I'm wanting.

A physical connection thats not politically correct,
But something desirered all the same.

For love is the answer.

And i swear not to abandon.

The love that i have made.  A love i cant evade.

I am who i am. A man that loves a being for who they are.

Please god bless this broken heart.

An Eclipse to Know the Truth

I placed a blessing on the moon tonight,
In hopes that it will forgive me of the lives I've no right to.

So many single souls,
I've lead on but not fulfilled.

A tragedy of my own,
Struggle for independence,
It may seem.

Maybe i don't know how to love,
Dont know to commit.

Afraid of what I could be,
Should time present,

A soul loving and decent,
Kind and refined.

Not knowing that
How to find a candidate?

Hope A Four Letter Word, Won't Let Me Let Go This Time

Sitting here eating quiona,
A blessing that you introduced to me.

A memory in time.
Never can forget the misery.

You left without a trace,
Just pictures in blue frames.

I keep them hidden in a packback in my closet,
Along with your jar of hearts.

Watching dark movies,
Waiting on dark shadows.

I fill the void with drunken drives,
And the things that kill a man in life.

The things that tempt me to forget,
They remind me everytime.

Of a love i can't forget,
Is one you've forsaken in this life.

Hope is a four letter word,
But it seems that i will never rid it from my mind.