Hope A Four Letter Word, Won't Let Me Let Go This Time

Sitting here eating quiona,
A blessing that you introduced to me.

A memory in time.
Never can forget the misery.

You left without a trace,
Just pictures in blue frames.

I keep them hidden in a packback in my closet,
Along with your jar of hearts.

Watching dark movies,
Waiting on dark shadows.

I fill the void with drunken drives,
And the things that kill a man in life.

The things that tempt me to forget,
They remind me everytime.

Of a love i can't forget,
Is one you've forsaken in this life.

Hope is a four letter word,
But it seems that i will never rid it from my mind.