TESTING
1, 2, 3,
TESTING...
is this thing on?
??
I think I'm splitting in two.
I think....
Maybe I'm not Bipolar.
Maybe I have Multiple Personalities.
The sober one is the real and honest and uninfluenced.
A...
...
........
Part of myself.
and the other is but a stranger still.
and that strangeness holds power.
more power than belief in Christ himself.
Fore
You shall become Devine!
You shall be blessed with the honor of sacrificing your soul each day,
Alive only by memories and patterns and ink...
May you burn and rot in your own version of Hell for all eternity.
because if you do not,
Those that you love will take your place...
someone will burn
You decide
I constantly discover the repercussions of my addiction.
Being and becoming something I am not never lasts.
I pretend that I don't have a problem,
but I focus my entire physical effort on keeping my hands steady.
It's an almost impossible task,
I say how I have a tick...
All of us usually avoid alcohol
but tonight is a special occasion and we are hosting a coming out party
this is for new members that have just accepted their world through the lense of someone with a disease.
NOT a terminal illness or "chronic" anything.
Just a different path.
Fore Diseases can be just another way of "being"
End of Story
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